Worries, Worries

I spent the time from today to my doctor's appointmet being intermittently worried and unaware of the situation. I had one really bad night where I was terrified and had no one to call, which was pretty bad. I just cried and cried for maybe 3 hours until I got too tired and finally fell asleep. It was a strange situation because only my ex-boyfriend and my sister knew what was going on. I didn't tell my parents because they were out of town visiting my brother in NY. I didn't want to spoil their vacation, even though I knew they'd want to know. And I didn't want to scare anybody prematurely; I mean, I'm 25 and these lumps were most likely NOTHING.

Still scary though. And you ladies out there, if you ever find anything like this in your breasts, MAKE AN APPOINTMENT! You will feel so much more relieved, and though it sounds kinda silly coming from me, the lumps are really probably nothing. But it's good to know! And knowing is half the battle, G.I. Janes! (I wish... I pray that this battle will be THE hardest thing in my life, and that I get to get it out of the way early!)